A cry like the raging wolf
Rings out in the crisp evening air
Coming from the hut-like home ...
The scream hits like hard icicles,
Sending chills, up every spine
In the vicinity of hearing range.
To hear the pain like driven nails
Into thin and brittle wood,
Is torture like no other.
Another cry like a wounded bird
Pierces through the once serene silence,
Breaking peace and quiet.
What mortal must endure this pain,
And agonizing demise?
It's like the sunless day ...
The cry ...
When they say that it will last forever,
Will it?
When they say they'll always be there for you,
How can you be sure?
Things change, tragedies happen,
It's all part of life ...
The dawn comes and goes, as well as the dusk,
As each passing day creeps by,
Tides heighten and lower at wind's wish,
Storms rage and pass with the coming and going sky;
Moon rises, moon falls, only barely illuminating the dark,
It's all part of life ...
Truths hurt and so do lies;
Deceptions run deep but so does faith;
Destiny is the present, Fate is what ends it.
Time is everlasting although our lives are only bound to it for a brief moment;
Life is p
Wingless, I fly,
Voiceless, I scream,
Tearless, I cry ...
Woundless, I pain,
Groundless, I'm still,
Mindless, I'm sane ...
Soul-less, I shine,
Empty hearted, I'm full,
No life on the line ...
Worthless, my shell,
My story, I tell
A life of hell, and
Pain that swells ...
Not heaven,
Nor hell,
Nor limbo
Shall tell ...
My painless pain,
The shockless shock,
Life's lane-less lane ...
Timeless I lie,
Lifeless, I live,
Deathless, I die ...
Made to suffer,
Made to cry,
Made to
Eternally life ...
The whispers in the wind
Call us to be
Who we are
Inside ...
The murmurs in the rain
Tell us to do
Our heart's
Desire ...
The raging of the fire
Demands us to be
Strong in the time
Of need ...
The singing of the earth
Praises our ability to be
Our own
Unique selves ...
These calls are elemental,
These calls are sentimental;
Always remember to be
Who you are,
Inside ...
There in the light,
Gone in the dark,
As black as night,
So like the reflection in the mirror.
Always there,
As long as there's light,
And disappears
When the dark takes over.
As mute as an infant,
As quiet as the fey,
The good listener of a shrink,
The friend with a name:
Shadow
You promised me there'd be no repeats,
No repeats of that forsaken time.
What did I tell you, did I not make it crystal clear?
The promise was broken as it was meant to be;
What happened happened, I suppose this is destiny.
I so long to hate you, I want to forget you,
But I can't, I can't, I simply care too much.
You were my best friend, the one who understood me,
I came to you when I had an emotional fall.
And gone in a day were our words, trust, and thoughts.
I trusted you with all my soul, from my depression to my life,
You were the only one who knew.
I want to hate you, really I do,
But I just can't ... I can't not need you;
I'd cry for your sake, if I understood (better);
I'd stand by your side (forever), if time would just stand still;
I'd relieve you of your pain, if fate were in my hands;
I'd take your fall and crash it too, if I could be in places two;
I'd apologize for all their faults, if only I had the ability.
I'd go across the world and back just to see your smile again,
And maybe after seeing that, I'd crack a smile, if only just that once.
I'd take a million chances for you, and possibly even die,
To me you're worth risking my life, and everything about it.
I'd promise you a thousand words, including "I love you".
I'd keep a prayer in my hea
It feels like you're just over my shoulder, reading into my future,
Your presence linger over me like the sensation of a damp fog,
An impression left upon my heart, mind, and soul, forever altering my direction,
The voice of your conscience dictating my words, controlling my actions, driving me insane,
I can't just shake you off ...
I feel you wiping away my tears with your tender, fulfilling touch,
Enclosing me in your warm embrace, strong arms surrounding my fear;
Your voice is whispering at my ear words of sweet nothingness;
The heartbeat of your very being, thundering through, in sync with that of my own;
Why are you lingering so
I'd cry for your sake, if I understood (better);
I'd stand by your side (forever), if time would just stand still;
I'd relieve you of your pain, if fate were in my hands;
I'd take your fall and crash it too, if I could be in places two;
I'd apologize for all their faults, if only I had the ability.
I'd go across the world and back just to see your smile again,
And maybe after seeing that, I'd crack a smile, if only just that once.
I'd take a million chances for you, and possibly even die,
To me you're worth risking my life, and everything about it.
I'd promise you a thousand words, including "I love you".
I'd keep a prayer in my hea
I am a university student, aiming for a major in linguistics (maybe a double major with french). I adore music, dance, writing, photography, and literature. Find me on Twitter, LJ, or TwiHaiku, all under the username: sinfulx
Current Residence: Canada Favourite genre of music: Any Operating System: Windows Vista MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen V [it's black, green, and tiny^^] Personal Quote: If reality doesn't kill you, I will
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Too many to list ... just ask.
Favourite Writers
Margaret Atwood, Jane Austen, JK Rowling, Anne Rice
I've been neglecting my dA for almost an entire year yet again. This is what happens when you have me on sites such as Twitter, LiveJournal, and Blogspot. Not to mention, my creative juices haven't exactly been flowing much so by default, deviantART got ignored.
I've just submitted two new photos, and yes, I do acknowledge that they look extremely similar but I felt that they sort of managed to express two different emotions. I hope you like them.
This account will probably be ignored from today for another year - so if I interest you that much, you can find me at the following sites:
Twitter http://twitter.com/sinfulx
Blogspot http:/
I just realized my last journal update on here was nearly two years ago. Where the hell does the time go? However I have to say that I update my journal quite frequently ... my livejournal that is. ha. Everything I have to say is all on there. Warning though, if you decide to add me, I update on extremely random whims so expect extreme rage, super-hyperness, occasional morosity, and a lot of the time just nonsensical randomness.
Anyway, lots has happened. That's not surprising though, considering thus is life. Two years ago I was in Grade 11, and now I'm a first year university student. I'm currently majoring in Linguistics and am con
last night ... best night of my fucking life.
fuck .... Stolen Babies were fricken amazing ...
and Rani Sharone is the hottest thing everrr ... :blush:
and Gil Sharone played my leg. HAHAHA. =D
and Dominique Persi is fricken adorable. hehe.
and Ben Rico is the coolest effer ever. lol.
i'm sad In This Moment weren't there to play ...
DAMN YOU REGINA. i officially hate regina. DX<
but that's alright ... Stolen Babies were amazing.
but i still wanted my insane screamfest with ITM. =
The Gathering was awesome too ... Anneke has a
beautiful voice ... unfortunately i didn't listen all that
much because i was getting my legs signed by S